Chapter 52

By the end of the first day, Angharad would have been willing to fight another gray mirror for the prize of never again having to ride a coach.

It was no reflection on the coachman, a grizzled old woman who knew the country roads like the back of her hand and drove to Chalcia – the town nearest to the Eirenos estate – at least twice a week. It was the roads themselves that were devil’s work, the quality having wildly dropped a mere two hours out of Tratheke and never daring another swing upwards from there. It was as if someone had built a trail entirely out potholes and loose stones, occasionally throwing in some rain damage just to keep the coachman sharp.

Angharad, damned by deception to remain inside the coach instead of sitting on the bench outside with the driver, spent the day being treated like the insides of a saltshaker.

They stopped for the night at an inn within a roadside village, for though a large Glare lantern hung at the front of the coach it was meant for use only if they were caught out in the dark. Angharad felt at once tired and restless, so she decided on stretching her legs through a small walk around the nameless village while Mistress Katina secured their rooms and meal.

She limped around for a quarter-hour, contemplating mud streets and a surfeit of cabbage fields. Was cabbage so profitable as to warrant entire fields being sown? She’d had no idea. By the time she returned a warm meal was ready and she sat with her coachman, making idle conversation over profoundly average cabbage soup.

Admittedly, she should have seen the latter coming.

Mistress Katina had done business with the Eirenos for decades, she learned, having been known to Lord Cleon’s father the Lord Artemon. While not overly familiar with the Eirenos themselves, she had from a distance seen Cleon grow from a child to a young man and seemed fond of him in an abstract sort of way. As one who had regularly passed through Chalcia during decades, she was also a font of gossip about the noble house.

“His mother, Lady Penelope, she was from a fine family out east and she liked horses,” Mistress Katina said, lowering her voice as if confiding. “The good lord Artemon bought a herd after they wed, said they’d breed and sell them, but the land’s poor for it and half the horses died of sick on the second winter. They say belts tightened at the Eirenos manor after that.”

Horse breeding could be a lucrative trade, Angharad knew – some noble houses in southern Malan made a fortune off supplying the royal army and izinduna with warhorses – but it was not something that could be attempted lightly or half-heartedly. Buying several breeding pairs would have been a heavy expense for a small noble house. The finances of her own House Tredegar would not have been able to bear such a burden even though Mother’s foreign ventures had made them wealthier than most their neighbors.

“Lord Cleon seems to have led the house to recovery,” Angharad tried.

He had been finely dressed on every occasion they met and not treated like a beggar lord by his fellows.

“He’s a steady one,” Mistress Katina approved. “After Lord Artemon passed, they say Lady Penelope fell deep into grief and her young one had to handle the servants and rents on his own. By the time the Lord Rector recognized him as Lord Eirenos he’d been doing the work for two years already.”

Titles were formally inherited at sixteen, here in Asphodel, which meant Cleon Eirenos had begun running his house at the tender age of four and ten. It was impressive of him, Angharad thought. No wonder he had attracted a spirit’s interest enough for a contract to be offered. Song and Maryam clearly believed this Odyssean to be sinister, but Angharad disagreed. It was a spirit as spirits had been since the Old Night, harsh and bloody and never to be trusted too closely.

The notion that some spirits were trustworthy was what Angharad took exception to.

Fed plenty gossip and soup best complimented as being of the appropriate temperature, Angharad retired for the night in the rented room. It was clean, if cramped, but exhausted as she was the Pereduri would have fallen asleep on stone. The innkeeper woke her an hour before daylight began, providing an offering freshly baked bread deplorably accompanied by further cabbage soup. Simmering overnight had not improved its taste or texture.

A surprise came when she was told that the mail rider come overnight had left a package for her, however, paid for by sender. She opened it and found that a certain ‘Lord Allazi’ was allegedly returning her hat to her. His lordship’s handwriting was remarkably similar to Song’s, which had her retiring to her room to put the hat away in her traveling chest while Mistress Katina finished feeding the horses. Door closed, Angharad discovered that inside the round-crowned, short-brimmed gray felt piece there was a discreet black lining with a folded paper tucked inside.

She teased it out, learning after opening that that Song believed the Eirenos might be in possession of ancient royal property that could shed light on the nature of the spirit contained in the empty layer. Angharad was requested to find out if such property was truly in Eirenos hands, and to obtain it if she could. Both requests were suborned to the necessity of maintaining her cover, which Song stressed was more important than any short-term gain. She was then bid to burn the paper as soon as feasible.

The noblewoman promptly fed it to her room lantern and joined Mistress Katina in the coach, keeping her thoughts off her face.

None of her assignments ran, strictly speaking, contrary to the duties of a guest. To find out if he had any knowledge of the shipyard entrance – however indirectly – and tease out any involvement with the cult of the Golden Ram were no breaches of guest right. Neither, arguably, would be inquiring after old family history and treasures. Yet it could not be denied that Angharad had been invited in good faith and would repay this with petty sneakery.

No, she reminded herself. Not so petty, save what she committed on her own behalf. To learn about the roots of a rampant spirit, to investigate the good name of one who might be a cultist, these were not unworthy things. They only felt so because Angharad was used to attending as a guest, not a watchwoman. For a noble guest to spy would have been dishonorable, but for a rook it was only her duty.

Save, of course, for one part: the dishonor she had brought with her, the liar’s deal taken. It was tempting to tell herself that looking into Eirenos knowledge of the shipyard would also aid the Thirteenth’s investigation, but it would have been half a lie. Even if there had been no use at all for the test she would have asked. Was it dishonor, to pursue a private task while undertaking oathsworn service? Some scholars of honor would say so, that to dilute service was to destroy it, but Angharad was not so sure.

If getting her answers did not war with the higher duty…

The coach shook her out of her thoughts, quite literally, as it hit a pothole and Mistress Katina cursed most uncouthly. Angharad groaned, stretching out her aching back and resisted the urge to lean forward and bury her face into her bag. It would crease her only traveling dress and it would be a tedious chore to straighten it out when they stopped for the night. How long had it been since they left the town, a few hours? Let it be at least that, the day was stretching on most intolerably.

When the coach kept on inching forward at a crawl after that bump Angharad swallowed a second groan, for that seemed to her the herald of a wheel in need of changing – or, ancestors forbid, a whole axle – but the coachman did not stop outright. Frowning, Angharad reached for her traveling bag and prudently grabbed her pistol and a hunting knife borrowed from the Black House armory. The former was already loaded, and with it in hand she drew back the carriage drapes and peeked out.

Ahead of them were hilly woodlands with the dirt road slithering through a dip in the heights, tall fig trees casting shade on white bindweed flowers. Just before the road went into the hills, though, was a crashed carriage – it must have had at least four horses, by the looks of the harness, though there was no trace of them. Two wheels had come off, snapped, and it lay tipped over on the ground with a wall caved in and merchandise spilling out. Barrels and crates, bundles of cloth with glinting contents.

Two men in hunting coats stood by the wreck, one rummaging through a crate while the other kept watch. And at the latter’s feet Angharad saw a corpse – not that of a man but a beast, a thick-furred lupine felled by a hunting spear still lodged in its side.

“Mistress Katina?” Angharad quietly called out. “Why do you hesitate?”

The old woman leaned past the edge of her bench, her grimacing face cast in shadow from the lit lantern at the front of the carriage. Lit for the forest crossing, Angharad idly guessed.

“We’re still too close to Tratheke, my lady,” she said. “These are the Lord Rector’s woods, which means these are no hunters.”

“Poachers,” Angharad immediately grasped.

A plague on any noblewoman’s forests. Llanw Hall had been thin on trees, and thus such troubles, but she had sat at her mother’s table while some of their highborn neighbors complained of such lawbreaking on their own lands. And while Angharad was not sure of the punishment for poaching on Asphodel, even less so when poaching in royal land, it was sure to be unpleasant. These men might well see them as witnesses to silence.

“Is there another way to Chalcia?” she asked.

“Not without risking the gullies, which is treacherous traveling,” the coachman said. “It is too late, besides. They’ve seen us.”

Mistress Katina spoke true, for the poacher who had been keeping watch now walked away from his confederate and towards them, down the dirt road. He had in hand a musket loosely held – no, not a musket but a fowler. Slender, of smaller bore, but quicker on the shot as was needed to clip a bird’s wings.

“Ho there, on the road,” the dark-haired man called out. “Who goes here?”

“We may have to pay them off, my lady,” Mistress Katina murmured. “Let me do the talking.”

Reluctantly, Angharad nodded and withdrew. She mostly closed the drape, leaving herself just wide enough an opening to be able to see through and aim.

“Katina of Teon’s Hill,” the coachman called back. “I am headed for Chalcia, down the road, with a guest but no goods. I want no trouble.”

The man laughed.

“Neither do we, good woman,” he replied. “We were only passing through when we saw the fallen carriage and came to look for survivors. All hands lost, it seems.”

“That lupine your work, then?”

“It was,” the poacher agreed. “Waiting there, though there was no corpse to feed on and hardly any traces of blood. A passing strange accident, this.”

“No business of ours,” Mistress Katina said. “We are headed north and have no time for distractions.”

“Then by all means,” the poacher said, “be on your way.”

Through the slice of room she had left, Angharad saw the other poacher had abandoned his inspection and ripped his spear out of the lemure’s corpse. Precaution or preparation? Her fingers tightened around the pistol. Keeping it at the ready, she leaned to the side and blindly began digging under the bench. There the saber Uncle Osian had gifted her lay hidden. She set it over her traveling bag, in easy reach, as the coach began to advance again.

Five feet, ten, twenty – the poacher kept pace with them on the side of the road, the dark-haired man with poor teeth smiling all the while. It was the movement from the other one that told Angharad everything she needed to know. The second poacher, with his spear and knife, moved to get in the way of the horses with his spear at the ready. Horses, unless trained otherwise, did not charge into spears. Mistress Katina’s aging plodders did not strike Angharad as having been raised such.

The coachman had a musket of her own, and Angharad heard it getting cocked, but then the smiling poacher was flanking her with his fowler. Smaller bore or not, that gun would kill.

“Might be you’ll get me, but I’ll bring one of you along onto the Sculler’s boat,” Mistress Katina harshly said. “And then who will help the survivor carry the loot? Let’s settle this with coin, boys, parts ways bloodless.”

“There’s no need for blood,” the smiler agreed. “My oath to Oduromai King, you will leave with horses and coach and traveler.”

The other one laughed, as if there was some sort of private jest.

“We’ll only take everything else,” the first poacher continued. “Don’t make this ugly, old-timer.”

Angharad breathed out, closed her eyes.

(Angharad Tredegar grabbed her saber and pushed open the door on the smiling man’s side, jolting him in surprise. The pistol shoot took him in the head, pulping red, as the coachman leveled her musket and unloaded in the other’s belly. He fell screaming. A shot from the edge of the woods, the hill to the left, and a furious red-haired woman charged out with a smoking fowler as the coachman slumped dead on the bench and the horses went wild.)

“It will be an evil eye on all of us, if you push this,” Mistress Katina insisted, “it’ll only-”

Angharad grabbed her saber, tucked it under her arm and pushed open the door on the smiling man’s side.

He hesitated just a moment too long, knowing about the coachman’s gun but not yet having seen hers, so the shot took him just to the side of the nose at it had in the glimpse. He dropped, but before Mistress Katina could drop the other Angharad raised her voice.

“Woods, to the left,” she curtly ordered.

The old woman cursed and fired, a scream resounding in the distance, and Angharad barely spared a look for the red-haired woman running deeper into the woods while the last poacher – gone white-faced and wide-eyed – leveled his spear at them. Angharad tossed her pistol onto the coach bench, taking her saber and sliding it out of the sheath.

The poacher knew he was good as dead if Mistress Katina got in another shot, so he rushed towards the old woman before she could reload. That made him predictable, and predictable was half the walk to the graveyard.

It should have been child’s play to reap him, would have been if Angharad were not just as much of a wreck as the toppled carriage. So instead of darting in past his guard and cutting down the back of his knee, Angharad’s own leg gave under her as she hurried and she stumbled with a groan.

She tossed her scabbard at the poacher’s face instead, just as he got past the panicking horses, and though it only clipped the side of his head he had to bring back his spear to protect himself – which let Mistress Katina leap off the bench before he blindly stabbed at where she had just been. The poacher snarled out a curse, panic rising as he looked around. Angharad had to push herself up with her saber to remain standing. She saw the choice being weighed behind his eyes: use the cripple as a shield or chase after the nimble older woman.

He picked the cripple.

Angharad had fought skilled spearmen before. In spars, and twice with death on the line: Tupoc, in the visions, then the hollow warband and Amrinder on the field. Warriors trained and tempered, some first-rate in their skills. The poacher was no such thing, just a scared man with a hunting spear, and because of that in the first breath of the exchange he came a hair’s breadth away from killing her.

She flicked to the side, feinting, and would have caught his arm when he moved to parry. Only instead he shouted and smashed the shaft blindly in her direction. She tripped backward trying to catch the haft with her guard, getting knocked on her ass, and he kicked her in the chest. Angharad groaned, limbs already trembling, but she had kept her saber in hand – she hacked at the side of his leg and cut deep, the poacher pulling back with a shout.

She feinted up at his face, the point near enough he panicked and slapped at it with his spear, and that was enough. When his arm extended to the right she rose onto her knees, delicately pressing the tip of her blade between two ribs as he stepped into the blow and it slid deep in him. The poacher let out a ragged gasp and fell to his knees while she ripped out the blade, eerily mirroring her. Angharad leaned on the coach to get back to her feet and kicked his wrist when he tried to reach for his hunting knife. It went flying on the dirt, soundless. Panting, sweat-soaked and her saber held more like a crutch than a blade, she forced herself to put the steel to his throat.

“Wait,” the man gurgled, holding his gut wound. “Wait. We weren’t going to hurt you, we were just paid to-”

“Paid,” she repeated, disbelieving. “By whom?”

“I didn’t see,” the poacher said, looking pale as he clutched at his wound. “Someone’s servant. Iris said she saw blue and green sown on the pouch, but we never got a name.”

“And what,” Angharad coldly said, “what were you paid to do?”

The man swallowed.

“To wait here,” he said, “for a coach. With the old-timer and some Malani girl in it. We were just to take everything but your smallclothes and let you go.”

Angharad blinked. What manner of plot was this? Nonsense.

“And the broken carriage?” she pressed.

“It was like that when we got here,” the man insisted. “We were looking through when the lupine came, to take the guns.”

The guns? No, that hardly mattered. She could look herself.

“The servant who paid you,” she said. “What did they look like?”

“He wore a hood,” the poacher said. “Please, we weren’t going to hurt you-”

“Ha!”

Mistress Katina, having gone around the coach, stepped out with a loaded musket.

“Well done, my lady,” she said. “Not hurt us, my boot. You can tell it to the magistrate.”

Angharad shot her an odd look. Magistrate? The man was a poacher, a highwayman and he’d bared steel on a woman of noble blood.

“Whatever for?” she asked.

“They’ll question him,” Mistress Katina told her. “Get to the bottom of this.”

“I already have,” Angharad said, and struck.

Well-aimed and deep, a clean stroke even with her leaning against the coach. The poacher’s head tumbled into the grass, looking surprised. Proud of the blow, Angharad turned to flick the blood off her saber and was surprised to find the older woman staring at her in horror.

God’s blood, girl, what did you go and do that for?” she barked.

She was halfway to pointing the musket Angharad’s way.

“His guilt was evident, what need is there for a magistrate’s involvement?” she frowned.

“You can’t just go around killing people,” Katina snarled. “I run a coach, not a bloody slaughterhouse. He was unarmed!”

“And still has an accomplice out in the woods,” Angharad flatly reminded her, unimpressed. “One with a fowler. But if you care so much for highwaymen, by all means dig them a grave. So long as you are ready to depart by the time I’ve finished inspecting the broken carriage.”

She was inclined to leave them to the lupines, herself. The coachman looked like she wanted to argue but Angharad had no taste for it. She picked up her sheath and slid the blade back into it before putting it back in the coach, reaching for her cane and pistol instead. It took her longer than she would have liked to reload the gun, her fingers still trembling. By the time she was finished, the coachman had calmed down some. Anger was still tight on the old woman’s face, but she held her tongue.

Katina began dragging the corpses to the side of the road, silent, and Angharad left her to it.

Leaning on her cane, pistol at her side, the noblewoman went to have her look at the wreck. There had been half a dozen small and portly barrels inside the carriage, some of which had rolled out. All were sealed tight with wax and painted with blue fish silhouettes on the side. A mark Angharad felt no guilt at disbelieving when the bundles of cheap cloth spilled besides it were revealed, when unfolded, to contain muskets. Rough-shaped and unwieldy, but muskets nonetheless.

One of the crates was broken, revealing that among the straw were nestled large balls of stone. Cannon shot. She dragged up one of the barrels, grunting and almost tripping down, and after panting while leaning on her cane for a good minute she brought out her hunting knife to break the wax seal. Prying the barrel open, she found inside exactly what she had expected: blackpowder.

And though it was hard to tell, by the looks of it the carriage had been headed towards Tratheke instead of away.

There must be more, she thought. Some hint as to who was seemingly bringing arms and powder into the capital. It could not be the Lord Rector, else why the false label on the powder barrels? Song and Tristan had found the trail of what might be a dawning coup by the Ministers, this might be one of their smuggled stashes. There had been no place for a seat inside the carriage, given how tightly it was packed – and wax or not it was wise to keep powder away from the weather – but after lowering herself near the front of the vehicle Angharad found that there was a compartment beneath the driver’s bench.

Broken glass, wetness and smudged papers. A pistol and two knives as well as something that smelled like tobacco in a leather sheath. Nothing of use. Only Angharad then narrowed her eyes at the compartment, for this was a matter of intrigue. She emptied it out the compartment before feeling out the bottom. No sign of anything hidden. Ah well. Grunting, she got up.

She returned with one of the muskets, violently smashing its butt into the bottom plank of the compartment. It was the only way to be sure.

It did not sound like there was a hidden compartment, from the first impact, but after three rough blows something broke. Ah, so there was something! The secret compartment turned out not to be even an inch deep, just enough to hold a small journal. Of which there was one. Angharad flipped through it, finding that the insides were nonsense.

It looked like Cycladic, but with numbers thrown in and the lines nonsensical. A cypher of some kind, she guessed. Song could cut her teeth on it if she liked, this was not Angharad’s wheelhouse. By the looks of the ink, the last few entries had been made recently: the black was deeper, had not faded or smudged. She tucked the journal of way, then pushed herself up with her cane.

By the sound of it, the coachman was digging the robbers a grave. Admirable kindness, however misplaced.

Deciding to keep her mouth shut and let Katina finish the labor she’d taken on, Angharad limped back towards the coach. Best put that journal away where no one would find it. Her underthings, she figured, were most likely to be spared too much pawing at by Eirenos maids. She opened the door, hearing the shoveling pause. After a moment passed and she said nothing, it resumed. Angharad put the journal away then slipped back out of the carriage, trying to straighten her aching back.

She was going to have to clean her traveling dress tonight, she saw. No amount of scratching with nails and spit would fully get rid of that muddy boot print. Hopefully the next inn would have a launderer, or at least a soul willing to launder for coin.

Those hilly woods were a pretty enough sight, she thought as she leaned back against the carriage and listened at the rhythmic noise of a grave being dug. The light of the Asphodelian day dripped through the branches, mottling the soft white flowers growing everywhere, and a slight wind almost covered the sound of – a deer? Angharad’s eyes whipped to the right, the opposite way the last robber had fled from, and she caught three silhouettes creeping through the undergrowth.

Two slunk low, furred and fang. Lupines. They were flanking a boy, she thought, but then her blood froze. It was a boy whose lower half was as a goat’s, hooves and all, and Angharad knew exactly what she was looking at.

“Katina,” she hoarsely called out.

The digging did not stop.

“Katina.”

The shovel stopped.

“I’m not your handmaid, girl,” the old woman grunted. “You’ll wait until I’m good and-”

“There’s a satyrian in the woods,” Angharad hissed. “Get on the carriage now and get those horses running.”

Angharad had killed a satyrian before.

Only she had done it down in the Acallar, when hale and with three other Skiritai with her. She’d also watched one tear through a triad of young Skiritai like they were made of paper, and that one hadn’t dominated other lemures into following it. It all made sense suddenly, the lack of bodies and the lupine that had stayed there even though there was nothing to eat. Strange behavior for such a beast, unless it was made to by something it feared.

They were clever, satyrians. Clever enough to use a wrecked carriage as bait for further travelers.

The coachman was no fool, immediately scrambling for the bench, and Angharad went with her. She would not wait in that cabin to die while the lemure picked off the horses and driver. The horses were still harnessed, thank the Sleeping God, and Katina whipped them to a gallop the moment she had her seat. Angharad, nestled next to her on the cushioned bench, bent back to look at lemures with her pistol in hand.

The satyrian had seen them move, felt their fear. It followed merrily, sending the lupines howling ahead like they were trained hounds. They weren’t, Angharad knew. She had made study of these beasts, learned that they often beat and spared lesser lemures to use them as chaff and bait – that the lemure they faced in the Acallar was less dangerous than those in the wild, for it stood alone. But those lesser beasts would only follow the satyrian as long as it was stronger, and turn on it the moment it was not.

Which helped nothing when the lupines shot towards them like arrows and their master followed behind with a leisurely, leaping gait.

The coach barreled down the forest road, Katina tanning their backs so they did not flag in the gallop, but the lupines were catching up – that damn road was kicking their wheels back and forth, and Angharad saw on the coachman’s face the terror that a wheel would come off and leave them to the mercy of the lemure. She turned, spun a glimpse, and leaned past the edge of the bench.

A little to the left, she adjusted after missing in the glimpse, and caught the leading lupine in the chest. It dropped, falling in the undergrowth, and the other ducked out of sight with a howl.  More howls came from the distance. Ancestors, how many were there? Still, nailing one should have – the shallow glow of satisfaction winked out when she saw the satyrian bounding forward, leaping over a fallen tree, and she realized she had been baited again.

It had been waiting for her to shoot.

And now it was closing the distance, Angharad fumbling to reload her pistol – only the powder charge she’d brought spilled out of her fingers when the carriage hit a bump and she cursed, because that was her only reload.

“Mine, girl, take mine,” Katina hissed, pressing the musket on her one-handed.

In her eagerness to take it she dropped the pistol, which fell into the undergrowth, but the satyrian was so close now she could not spare a moment to –

(She aimed, holding the musket as she had seen Song do a dozen times, and fired. It ducked to the left, its leaps almost mocking.)

(Ducked down.)

(Ducked to the right.)

(Left, coming so close that-)

It was following the angle of the muzzle, she realized, it understood what the gun was. It was too clever. Fear rising, Angharad looked back at the bench for anything she could use – and slipping past a blanket her eyes fell on the lit lantern hanging there. The Glare oil lantern.

(Angharad snatched the lantern and tossed it at the satyrian. It exploded in a burst of pale light, bright and blinding, and)

And ancestors damn her, she was just as blinded in the glimpse as the satyrian. Looking through her own eyes, how could she not be? The lantern wouldn’t help, it wouldn’t –

“Oh,” Angharad Tredegar breathed out, fingers closing around the lantern and ripping it off the hook.

In a glimpse, she saw through her own eyes. But not in a vision, where saw outside of herself as if a third party.

Her eyes fluttered, the sound of panicked horses and the smell of burning oil replaced by salt and the quiet lapping of the tides, and she saw. Saw how it moved, where it moved, and remembered it perfectly because when she used her contract she was gifted such recall for a day.

The lantern hit the ground, Katina shouting in dismay, and Angharad did not open her eyes as she aimed the musket and pulled the trigger. The kickback struck her shoulder, hard enough for a grunt to slip past her lips, and she felt the tongue of fire spit out a bullet into the blinding light-

She opened her eyes, spots still flecking her vision, and with a swell of triumph saw the satyrian stumble.

Angharad had wanted the knee, but she would settle for the leg she had it. It opened its torso-maw, revealing rows of jagged teeth like curved goat horns, and screamed in hatred as it tried to hop and found the shot lodged in its leg something of a hindrance. Ichor dripped down its fur.

“Choke on it,” Angharad shouted back. “And let us find out how loyal those lupines are, now that you are bleeding.”

Howls filled the woods again, but this time no shiver went down her back. Why would it?

Of the two limpers in these woods, she was the one moving the fastest.

It was the better part of an hour before they were out of the woods, far enough out on open ground they were sure they would see an ambush coming.

Only then did the coachman let the horses rest, Angharad stepping down from the bench and not faking in the least when she collapsed. The older woman hurried to help her back up, and the Pereduri noted with faint amusement that she was now ‘my lady’ again instead of ‘girl’. Well, she would return Mistress Katina’s courtesy in kind. After that race, it would feel petty not to.

As she sat on the coach’s steeple, drinking from a waterskin, it occurred to Angharad that she owed her life to Maryam Khaimov. To the other woman’s curiosity, to be precise. Had the signifier not so thoroughly explored the boundaries of what glimpses could do before beginning the same work with the vision, Angharad would have never thought of the difference. Not in a hundred years, with that fear in her nose and her blood running cold.

“Another debt for the pile,” she murmured.

One she had little idea how to repay. It seemed to her that even when Maryam claimed to be taking payment, it was Angharad who benefitted most from it. She got back in the carriage, Mistress Katina informing her they would press on another quarter-hour at a quiet pace then rest the horses by a stream where they could drink their fill. Angharad returned to sit on the bench outside while the coachman settled her mounts, murmuring comforts.

“A satyrian, this far out?” Mistress Katina deplored. “It is the bad luck of a decade, my lady. I’d heard the rumors, but I would never have thought it truly got this bad. Not even out of crown land yet!”

“The rumors?” Angharad asked.

“Some sort of petty god is said to be making a mess in the hills up north,” the coachman said. “Driving lemures out of their usual hunting grounds. It is making the roads unsafe, and the lictors are doing dust to take care of it.”

Oh? That sounded to her like the trail of the Eleventh’s exorcism contract. It had not occurred to Angharad that strange rituals and apparitions would ripple out in such a dangerous manner, but thinking back now it should have. Their instructors in Teratology all insisted that nature was as a chain, that no link could be taken out of it without changing the whole.

“I thought the lictors patrolled the valley often,” she said.

“The last three years maybe,” Mistress Katina shrugged. “Not that it’s helped any – the clever beasts don’t get caught by twenty armored men making a racket. And no one wanders the deep hills, my lady, there are graves there best left undisturbed. Word is some fool stepped on the wrong stone out there and now the whole valley is paying for it.”

The last few years, Angharad thought. How long had it taken for House Palliades to refurbish the shipyard? It must have been years. Had it been the labor of Evander Palliades’ reign to do so, or begun when his father still reigned? Surely the Lord Rector’s regent would not have done it, for if the shipyard bloomed it might well doom Apollonia Floros’ cause. Still, only three years? That seemed a small time for such a grand achievement as restoring the work of the Antediluvians.

Perhaps it had begun earlier but more quietly, enough that the patrols hiding the supplies being brought in were not easily noticed.

“-ike that.”

Angharad blinked.

“Pardon,” she said. “I was lost in thought. What did you say?”

“That I understand why they say Lord Cleon took to you now,” Mistress Katina said. “I haven’t met many who could make a shot like that, much less off the back of a rolling coach. You must be a fine huntress.”

“Fortunately, the lantern blinded it,” Angharad demurred.

The older woman looked skeptical.

“As you say, my lady,” she finally replied. “Still, you must have been a regular terror before whatever wasted your leg.”

The noblewoman looked away, pressing down on her grimace. She should be pleased that the deception was holding, not aggrieved at how closely it still hewed to the truth. They departed again soon after, at a sedate pace so the horses could gain back their strength. They arrived slightly late to Chalcia for it, after night fell, and the last stretch was treacherous: the only lantern they had to replace the one Angharad had thrown was smaller, and not Glare oil.

It barely cast light ahead of the horses, leading the wheels to seemingly seek out every hole on that accursed road. Would that Song was truly the Lord Rector’s mistress, for surely she would not tolerate such abominable traveling conditions.

The innkeeper waiting for them began to chew them out for arriving past dinner, but Mistress Katina whispered a few things and suddenly the man was all commiseration and reverence. Angharad grimaced again, for the last thing she needed was a reputation in these parts. She was to slip in and out with as little notice as possible, a simple disgraced foreign noblewoman from the Isles who would decide she was not fit to be courted by Lord Cleon.

Not to worry, Angharad thought. When a coach was sent from the Eirenos manor tomorrow, she would depart far ahead of any rumor spreading.

39 thoughts on “Chapter 52

    1. nimelennar's avatar nimelennar

      Meanwhile, the gossip is traveling radially outward at the speed of sound. As gossip does.

      Forget about departing ahead of the rumor: she’ll be lucky to depart ahead of Song, Tristan, and Maryam finding out. And that’s if the coach arrives and gets underway at the crack of dawn.

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    1. shikkarasu's avatar shikkarasu

      Honestly? I’m just proud of Angie that she didn’t walk away from the obvious hidden compartment after she couldn’t perceive it. She failed the Perception roll, and soldiered on bravely with pure meta-gaming. Warms my heart.

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  1. Nowaij's avatar Nowaij

    Not to worry, Angharad thought. When a coach was sent from the Eirenos manor tomorrow, she would depart far ahead of any rumor spreading.

    Fat chance. Nothing travels faster than rumors. Nothing.

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  2. arcanavitae15's avatar arcanavitae15

    Cleon seems like he got his house in order after his father died and his mother fell apart, and as noted is the type of person who would interest a god. Angharad thinking that all gods are untrustworthy is interesting and likely a result of culture and her experience with the Fisher. It looks like someone set an attack on Angharad specifically, also the satyrian was pretty scary but it’s good to know even crippled Angharad is still a badass.

    All in all something seems to be up with the area the question is how linked that is to the cult they’re looking into and how is it involved with the other contracts like the 11th contract.

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    1. Someperson's avatar Someperson

      The question is, did Cleon getting his house in order attract the support of a god like Angharad supposes, or did the support of a god enable Cleon to get his impoverished house in order?

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      1. Frank MC (Abnaxis)'s avatar Frank MC (Abnaxis)

        If I remember right, Cleon’s contact allows him to move unseen, so long as he does so with intent to kill.

        If it’s his contact that allowed him to get his house in order, that’s probably going to earn a “yikes!” from me.

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      2. Scott's Folly's avatar Scott's Folly

        [In response to Frank MC (Abnaxis)]

        A contract like that could lend itself to some interesting semantics. Does it have to be a literal killing? Or could you also benefit in order to ‘kill off’ an idea or a social structure? That may be particularly relevant given the recent refresher on Gods of Concepts. Maybe even to ‘make a killing’ in speculation, especially if it’s not a particularly positive-sum game?

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    2. AVR's avatar AVR

      Gods in this world are very definitely not human, and mostly not part of human society – which means you can’t use the law to force them to do or not do anything, and there’s no social pressure on them to do so. I suspect there’s more people than Angharad that see them as untrustworthy.

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  3. CantankerousBellerophan's avatar CantankerousBellerophan

    So this was the first time we’ve seen Angharad outright commit murder.

    Make no mistake, killing the highwayman was no execution. Katina was clear that the law in these parts is for such men to go before a magistrate. Maybe Malan allows its nobility right of life and death over their “subjects,” but the Rectorate of Asphodel appears not to. Even if it did, Angharad is both foreign and literally not nobility, both because she renounced any titles to enter the Watch and because she had no titles left to renounce. An argument could be made for the Right of Iron, but Wen was extremely clear that any student using it had best be certain they had no better options lest they face the noose, and he had already surrendered and been disarmed. She had no legal pretext whatsoever for killing an unarmed man.

    And then, after committing open murder, she had the gall to be frustrated at Katina trying to dig the grave she’d made the body to fill.

    I know I’ve said it before, but how can anyone think Angharad is a good person? Or even just a better one than any of our other perspective characters? She’s by far the quickest to violence, STILL casually racist despite months of exposure to Maryam, and the only reason Tristan has a higher body count is because he was born in conditions deliberately engineered to foster violence, then adopted by a creature who eats people.

    This is the author who wrote Akua Sahelian. I trust a redemption arc is coming at some point, but it’s been many months now and the cage of arrogance and lies has only barely cracked, and only for moments at a time. She’s the same murderous, thoughtless, arrogant brat now as when she tried to turn down the Dominion the first time we met her. What is it going to take?

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    1. Some Smartass's avatar Some Smartass

      Unlike yourself, I was actually surprised. What did Angharad have to gain by killing this guy? What part of her delusion that noble honor is real demanded it?

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    2. Evri's avatar Evri

      I don’t know how you can read Angharad risking her life to save her entire group in Chapter 16 of Book One and to try to save Lan in Chapter 44 of Book One, or her comforting Miren and sparing the terrified warrior in Chapter 36 of Book Two, or a number of other instances that I can’t recall exact chapters for right now that show that Angharad is genuinely well-meaning and then still think “wow this is a terrible person with no redeeming qualities whatsoever.” 

      Angharad is extremely racist and classist and just generally very flawed, yes. But that does not preclude her from being good, because good people can and do often have flaws and/or do bad things. Take Tristan, for instance. He’s no saint, and I do not think he would have put his life on the line in those situations if put in Angharad’s shoes, but I think most agree that he is generally a good person.

      Also wrt to Angharad being racist, it’s been like two months that she’s known Maryam. People usually do not unlearn deep-set beliefs in that timeframe, and actually, I feel like Angharad is learning remarkably quickly for someone who has spent all 18 years of their life knowing nothing except Malan/Peredur.

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      1. CantankerousBellerophan's avatar CantankerousBellerophan

        I have personally unlearned similar bigotries over far shorter time periods than this. I was not born or raised as I am now. I became this by choice, by being able to recognize when I am wrong and admit to it. Angharad utterly lacks this capacity.

        It’s realistic, of course. This is how you get staunchly racist uncles and Trump voters. It takes obstinance in the face of reality to be those things. But that is no reason to coddle these beasts. Just because they are common does not make them worth defending.

        So I reject your statement. We can do better than quietly bearing the abuse heaped on self and others. We can do better than the blind faith that they’ll come around someday. Because without opposition, without conflict, without showing them that they are wrong, they won’t change. We can do better than this.

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      2. Evri's avatar Evri

        In reply to Cantakerous:

        And if Angharad was actually refusing to learn as you say she is, I would agree with you. But that is just not a position supported by the text. Her attitude toward Maryam has very clearly changed in recent chapters, regardless if you think it’s too slow or not.

        And from Chapter 2 of Book Two:

        >>> It was Angharad Tredegar’s willingness to learn that had settled the matter of who she should recruit. The mirror-dancer would not entertain the thought that nobility was fundamentally unjust – she did not know the principle of zunyan, that partiality in dignity was a violation of the Circle – but that inflexibility did not extend to her actions. Angharad admitted her faults and tried to mend them, a rare thing regardless of birth or what land one hailed from.

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      3. shikkarasu's avatar shikkarasu

        @Evri
        I’m glad Cantakerous isn’t full on LARPing as their namesake anymore, but let’s not expect them to make more progress in two years than Angie has made in two months. Let them cook, don’t feed the troll, etc.

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    3. Angharad killing that guy, after pumping him for information no less, was pretty fucked up, even by the standards she set.

      It was pretty clear the reason she did it was to assert class boundaries, too. Can’t let commoners go around treatening violence to aristocrats!

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    4. trashdragon's avatar trashdragon

      First of all, she saw a Renegade interrupt pop up and she hit the button. I would have done the exact same thing.

      Second, Angharad is a). dealing with unknown and anonymous assassination attempts that have already hurt people other than her. b). also dealing with muliple conspiracies, including a Left Hand agent she recently pissed off. c). Is supposed to get in and out of this mission with as incognito as possible, and this guy was reporting to someone who knew she was coming. And d). their mugging demand was literally that she strip in front of them.

      So I really can’t blame her for not wanting to fuck around with this guy. Not everyone’s heel moments can be like Tristan’s where he knows for an absolute fact that the guy he tortures and murders was definitely out to get him and not just some rando.

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    5. @your last comment to Evri. Don’t delude yourself. You’re not better. You’re so obviously a brat from a first world country who has never been in an environment where running your mouth can get you killed or seriously injured. I said this to someone else in an earlier chapter: you want to run around claiming that your values are the definition of ethics, you don’t get to make any claim towards virtue until you go to where people might kill you for spouting your drivel. Otherwise, you’re just a coward.

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      1. CantankerousBellerophan's avatar CantankerousBellerophan

        You used Nazi talking points in your “logical” defense of capitalism. Neither I nor anyone else need ever listen to anything you have to say again. Learn from your mistakes or die mad.

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    6. And you use pedo and racist talking points in your “unlearned bigotries”. You drag yourself and people around you into a darker pit. Have the decency of silence when you can’t contribute anything positive.

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      1. @morroian

        I used to believe that was the correct course of action. The problem is people do fall for this sort of grift and the world is going to shit because of it. I’ve come to believe that it needs to be countered at least some of the time.

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      2. SunsetCelia's avatar SunsetCelia

        Belloerophan argued The “nail-them-to the coast” Fisher was the “most based” character in the series in Book 1. You are arguing with someone who is either a very strange troll or someone with much more radical beliefs then yourself. Either way, I’m not sure your debate is going to do much more then waste your time.

        I would suggest not engaging, or simply fact-checking substantiated claims if you have a strong reaction to them. Otherwise, debating rhetoric every Friday might not be the best use of your time. 🙂

        (Though these debates are interesting, if only for the use of rhetoric by each side. Like mock trial, only with internet strangers.)

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      3. @SunsetCelia

        Believe me, I know what you’re getting at. I was a teen when 4-chan was in its heyday, so believe me when I say I get not feeding trolls.

        It has to do with more of what I’m seeing in real life: more and more Gen Z actually think the way he does (less extreme). It’s partially what leads me to believe this person isn’t (entirely) a troll. This type of thinking is simultaneously immediately disfunctional and in the broader scope of things, anti-civilisation, because they straight up don’t know what the facts are. Their entire approach to epistemology is Googling, Wikipedia, ChatGPT, or social media. It’s becoming a pretty serious problem.

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      4. Scythia's avatar scythia99f86268d8

        Dude, you just keep doubling down on being wrong. Bellerophan has never, not once, used those types of talking points. Meanwhile, your defense of capitalism was, in fact, fascist.Words mean something. If you want to insult Belerophan call them a violent anarchist thug, not a pedo…. Wait, I think I know why you are flipping out over this parody account right now of all times. You read about Belerophan being trans, and it broke your fucking brain.Trans people are valid. That’s a scientific fact for you. Or do you not believe in basic psychology?Trump is a Nazi. Another scientific fact for you. Or do you not believe in basic sociology?As for your requirement that I say that shit in a country which would kill me for it? The very fact that in my ideal society you don’t get murdered for your views, but in your ideal society I get murdered for mine tells the reader everything they need to know about who you are. An evil person.

        Change or GTFO.

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      5. Scythia's avatar scythia99f86268d8

        Dude, you just keep doubling down on being factually wrong. Bellerophan has never, not once, used those types of talking points. Words mean something, if you want to insult Bellerophan call them a violent anarchist thug, not a pedo.

        Meanwhile your defense of capitalism was, in fact, fascist. There are ways to defend capitalism without being fascist, but you chose a fascist one.

        … Wait, I think I just realized why you are losing your mind over this novelty account just now, of all times. You were fine with them for years, then you read about Bellerophan being trans and it broke your fucking brain.

        You say you like facts, so let’s put that to the test.

        Trans people are valid. That’s a scientific fact. Or do you not believe in basic psychology?

        Children can be trans, and a vast majority of trans children are best helped through a course of puberty blockers and, when ready, HRT. That’s a scientific fact. Or do you not believe in medicine?

        Here’s another one: Trump is a fascist. That’s a scientific fact. Or do you not believe in basic sociology?

        Those statements are not opinions. They are scientific facts of the exact same kind as Einsteinian gravity or the modern synthesis theory of evolution.

        And about your insistence that I say those facts in a scientifically hostile country that would murder me for doing so? The fact that in my ideal society people like you aren’t murdered, but in your ideal society people like me are murdered, tells the reader everything they need to know about you.

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  4. greycat70's avatar greycat70

    Did some noble asshole send three armed people to ambush Angharad, steal her clothes, and force her to arrive at the Eirenos estate in her underwear, just to *embarrass* her? Was that the plan?

    This world needs more guillotines.

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  5. Scott's Folly's avatar Scott's Folly

    “The notion that some spirits were trustworthy was what Angharad took exception to.”

    And thus she displays the common misconception about the nature of trustworthiness. All spirits are trustworthy, in the sense that they can be relied upon to act in certain ways. For the vast majority, that is to act in their own perceived interests regardless of what they may have promised others – but you can trust them to do so.

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    1. Some Smartass's avatar Some Smartass

      Uh, no, that’s called being predictable, not being trustworthy. I suppose the latter is a subset of the former, but still.

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  6. RubberBandMan's avatar RubberBandMan

    It’s funny how Angharad keeps insisting that they’re poachers, even after finding out that they were paid to ambush and humiliate he specifically, but after interrogation she still goes ‘they’re poachers’. She could have started calling them ‘attackers’ or ‘highwayman’ or ‘enemies’ but no, they’re poachers first and everything else second.

    ‘They attacked me, they die even after they’re not a threat’ is both perfectly understandable from any class from person who’s a bit touchy, and a constant point of friction between government and it’s people.

    Angharad comes from a place that legitimate use of force does not have a monopoly by the state, and that individual nobles can and will kill each other for their own reasons, which weakens the government’s authority to proscribe which violence is allowed and which isn’t. Which is funny, because the Queen of Malan seems to have a lot more power and control then other places. But she’s probably a devil who gets energy from honor duels, so I guess that makes sense.

    While I don’t think this killing will have legal repercussions (Any decent advocate for Angharad will point out her better reasoning of ‘still in danger’ and ignore her ‘I am of noble blood, and therefore can decide to kill people in place of a legal magistrate’.) It does still show that even after her speech to Uncle about not being a Lady of the House anymore, she still defaults to acting like one when put in a situation.

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    1. Scott's Folly's avatar Scott's Folly

      For all we know, and it wouldn’t be so far from various societies in our world, the Nobility <i>are</i> the legal magistrates. Summary judgement on someone else’s patch may be little more than poor manners, mostly for the discourtesy of not informing the rightful Lord. The choice of the daughter’s blade rather than the noose as a means of execution may not even be taken amiss, if attitudes hew less towards dispassionate resolution than to ‘pass no sentence you would not get your hands dirty to carry out’.

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